As I sit by you –
among dangling lights,
surrounded by books –
the delicate tone of your voice,
coupled with the plump and soft appearance of your lips,
makes me wish I could touch.

Just once more.

But tangled amidst your broken bones
and my missing guts,
nothing but an ocean flows between us.

I have given up.
Or did I?

I have given up.

I have given up trying to force it.

And questioning if it is best to euthanize fantasies
or rather give in to impulse by jumping in?

Who knows.

All I can think of is how soft they look.
How thirsty I am.
And how broken we seem
below these dimmed lights.



Under different
we would be fighting
verbal concepts
loud and clear
for the other to hear
parading tongues
en boca llena
bearing arms
and lifting hands
grasping hair
the shape of our heads

We would be
intertwining legs
the back of our necks
and inhaling
each scent emanating
from hidden pores

We would look
each other in the eyes
sin pena
penetrating souls
with our stares
the meaning of smiles
and gentle touches

But tonight
we look across the golden skyline
and just take in fresh air
from the precipice
of life

Under different circumstances…

we would jump



En algún lado
Se encuentra mi conciencia
Bailando libremente palos
Bailando en ritmo de caderas mulatas
Con sudor caribe
Mientras fluyen las sonrisas
En algún lado
Mi alma es libre
En algún lado


Food for thought

Lately, I’ve been finding some things that are pretty interesting. I wanted to share this article and listen to what you have to say.

I’ve known Lawrence since college and honestly, I didn’t know how much he had done til I read this. All because he followed his gut..


“La vida es muy corta para no ser sincero y vivir los momentos que están para vivirse.”
– Lawrence


some people
you just kinda
need around
Share their creative juices
engage in conversation
ask things,
live life
enjoy their presence
simple y llanamente
porque si
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